| The most significant day
in my life was perhaps April 9 1940 – the day Nazi Germany
invaded Norway. I was 16 years old.
My
most vivid memory is of being on a train heading for home
in Oslo and looking out onto the main road into the capital.
There, marching 10 or 12 abreast were German soldiers wearing
helmets, long coats and tall, black boots and with rifles
over their shoulders. They were marching towards Oslo –
my city – to take it by force, just as they were about
to occupy all of Norway! They wanted Norway for its ice-free
harbours which they needed for their submarines.
It was the moment of truth, because Norway
had been a peaceful and neutral nation. Not much money had
been spent on defence or arms and, as a small nation we
couldn’t imagine why anybody would want to invade
us.
In Europe, Hitler’s war was raging
and I was attending a small school for girls on the Oslofjord
outside Horten, a city about 100 kilometres south of Oslo.
In the middle of the night on that fateful April 9, I woke
up to the sound of shooting. A big German battleship on
its way up the fjord towards Oslo was shooting at a small
Norwegian fortress called Oscarsborg.
Oscarsborg was built on a small, hilly island
situated in a strategic position in the middle of a narrow
section of the Oslofjord. Ocarsborg’s responsibility
was delay and possibly stop any enemy intruder from sailing
up the fjord to Oslo. That night it successfully damaged
and sank the ‘Blücher’, a German battleship
carrying crack troops and high-ranking officers and administrators
whose task was to take over the Norwegian government. Two
of the cannons that sank the ‘Blücher’
were called Moses and Aaron. At the turn of the 20th century,
none other than my grandfather, Colonel Georg Stang, then
commander of Oscarsborg, was responsible for placing them
there!
We girls were told to leave the school immediately
since we were so close to the battle zone. We were told
to go up into the woods where they thought it would be safer
for us. We dressed quickly and left the school. In the woods
we encountered German soldiers who had somehow managed to
sneak in. (I was later told that the German soldiers had
hidden in German ‘merchant’ ships and then were
secretly let ashore during the night.) The soldiers said,
“Don’t be afraid, we are going to save you from
the British!” The German soldiers were, of course,
misinformed, because there were no British troops in Norway
and Britain was no threat to us.
The German soldiers did not harm us and
we were allowed to move on. Further in the woods we met
two small groups of Norwegian soldiers, each led by an officer.
We could hear the officers telling each other that the Norwegian
soldiers under their command had just arrived at boot camp
for basic training and had not even been issued weapons
yet! Because they were so ill prepared, they had no choice
but to surrender.
Leaving the woods, I made my way to a railroad
station outside Horten. On the train we heard rumours that
Oslo had been bombed. Fortunately this was untrue but all
I could think of was that I wanted to get home to my mother!
No busses or streetcars were running in Oslo that day and
the telephone lines were down. A nice person gave me a lift
home to our house outside Oslo. Because the telephone lines
were down my mother couldn’t call to tell my worried
relatives that I was safely home. So she did a brave thing
– she took me in the car and drove down to Oslo where
they all lived – to tell them in person. All went
well but I remember the shock of seeing German soldiers
with their machine guns on almost every corner and the German
flag on top of our parliament building and the Royal Palace
– symbols of the German power over us.
We were later told that on April 9th, many
young Norwegian men had managed to get out of Oslo and into
the woods, hoping to join their various military units.
The British and French were supposed to come and help but
they didn’t come until several days later. They landed
on the West Coast of Norway and were defeated by the Germans,
mainly because they were so ill prepared. They didn’t
expect Norway to be attacked and occupied, I suppose.
The Germans meanwhile radioed our merchant
ships abroad and told them to return to Norway. All of them,
without exception, ignored this order and went to allied
or neutral harbours. We had one of the largest merchant
marines in the world at that time and the Germans were very
disappointed that all these ships slipped out of their grasp.
All these Norwegian ships contributed to the war effort
by transporting from the United States food, weapons and
everything else that was needed to England and later to
Russia. A lot of Norwegian sailors died when German submarines
torpedoed their ships.
The Norwegian King and his cabinet escaped
from Oslo in the early morning of April 9th. Somebody gave
away their position however and German aircraft bombed the
cities and small towns along the route of the royal party.
Fortunately nobody was injured, they escaped to northern
Norway, and later to England. Haakon VII, the King of Norway,
became a King in exile.
Our home was situated in the suburbs of
Oslo, on the Holmenkollen hill. My grandparents and old
aunts came to stay at our house during the first weeks of
the war as they felt safer there than in the center of Oslo.
They were all in shock, confused and unhappy. Arguments
arose about who should have the best beds and who should
do which chores. My father was away on a business trip to
the USA so my mother was the one who should have made the
decisions. But she was a gentle soul who elected to flee
the house and work outside in the garden instead. I thought;
the world is falling apart and here they are arguing about
silly and pointless things!
The day after the invasion we heard rumours
that several hundred French and British airplanes were coming
to bomb Oslo. Thousands of people streamed out of the city,
many of them past our house to seek safety in the neighbouring
hills and woods. At the end of the day, when they discovered
that nothing would happen, the turned around and walked
slowly, dejectedly, back to town. This day, April 10th,
was later called “panic day.”
One day a relative came to us distraught
and in tears. She told us that her fiancé had been
killed. My mother insisted that she should stay with us
until she got over the worst of her grief.
The Germans were confident of winning the
war. They marched through the streets of Oslo singing: Wir
fahren gegen England – We are going to England. They
were planning their invasion of England but, as you know,
they did not succeed thanks to the superiority and bravery
of the RAF. After a while the Germans stopped singing about
invading England because their superiors switched their
plans towards Russia – and their eventual defeat.
In the days following the invasion Oslo’s
airport, Fornebu, was bombed many nights in a row by the
British. It was very exciting for us teenagers who were
rooting for the seemingly small silvery planes that came
in high above us in the middle of the night. We could hear
their zzzz sound and the bombs exploding. Then we saw the
airport and the German war planes go up in flames. Next
the German anti-aircraft cannons, with their awesome multicoloured
rounds lit up the sky. Fortunately the British planes usually
made it back home. Finally, after the bombs had fallen and
the anti-aircraft guns had ceased firing, the air raid sirens
would sound! A little late, don’t you think?
It took the Germans three weeks to take
Southern Norway and two months to take all of Norway including
the far north. Things were, as you can understand, quite
confused. Sweden stayed neutral and at peace, mainly because
they permitted the Germans to transport their soldiers and
war material through Sweden in railroad cars marked with
Red Cross flags. Sweden didn’t have much choice –
they had no army to speak of so the Germans knew they could
occupy Sweden any time they wanted.
Quisling, a traitor and supporter of the
Nazis, had declared himself Prime Minister. Quisling and
his followers helped the Germans discover and arrest Norwegian
patriots. The Germans used Norwegian citizens as hostages
and threatened to kill them if Germans soldiers were killed
or if sabotage was directed against the Nazi occupational
forces.
Then there were the resistance fighters;
men or women, rich or poor, farmers, labourers, engineers,
clergymen, doctors, lawyers – from all segments of
our society. They had many different tasks: sending and
receiving coded messages to England, forging documents,
organizing escapes to Sweden, or England – and many
more. Members of the resistance used fake names so that
they could not betray each other if captured and tortured.
After a while, all the radios in Norway were confiscated.
Groups of resistance members listened to their ‘illegal’
radios and from BBC reports printed small, easily concealed
‘newspapers.’ It was a tremendous boost to our
morale to read and pass on these news sheets. German propaganda
told us that Germany was winning the war but the ‘newspapers’
told us otherwise.
Some members of the resistance were captured
of course. They were usually tortured and then sent to concentrations
camps – either in Norway or to Poland and Germany.
At the end of the war, Count Folke Bernadotte of Sweden,
negotiated with Hitler to have many of these prisoners freed
and sent home. But many more never came back from the concentration
camps.
What about the ordinary people who struggled
through five years of German occupation? The German soldiers
were quite well disciplined and we seldom heard of any rape
or murder. But the SS-Troops – that was another story
because they were known to interrogate and torture people.
Everyday life was a struggle to get enough
to eat and enough clothes to keep warm. Food was rationed
and we stood in line for hours for black bread, fish and
vegetables. Meat was non-existent except sometimes horsemeat.
When all the good fish was gone only fish sausages were
left (ugh!), no butter, no coffee, no tea and only skimmed
milk. People learned to grow vegetables, including potatoes,
in their lawns – or they rented garden plots. Occasionally
meat, eggs and butter could be obtained on the black market.
We would drive into the countryside and
negotiate with farmers that we had known for many years.
Of course, we had to pay black market prices because we
were in competition with other city folk. Before the war
some of these farmers had rowed across the lake by our mountain
cabin to sell us cheese and butter. Mother had always bought
from them. Now she had to row across the lake to them and
beg them to sell their produce to her! The shoe was on the
other foot. The farmers told the Germans that wolves had
killed their sheep, or some other lie. Then they sold the
meat to the people from the city. The reason for the food
shortage was that Norway had always imported grain and foodstuffs
from North America. Now we had a whole army of Germans to
feed in addition to our own population – and the lifeline
to North America was cut.
Heating was another challenge. Oil and coal
had always been imported. Now we had to heat with wood.
We installed pot-bellied stoves and locked off a few rooms
to preserve heat. I remember doing my homework near the
stove in the living room.
Most depressing of all was perhaps the darkness.
We had to have black curtains in front of the windows at
night and there were no streetlights. This “blackout”
was imposed all over Europe so that enemy planes could not
see where to bomb. Norway has naturally long, dark winters
and the “blackout” made them even longer and
darker.
Another of life’s difficulties, especially
for a teenager, was the lack of clothing. I had one nice
dress for Sundays and one for school or weekdays. After
three years without being able to buy anything new, they
became very threadbare! One day I bought myself a pair of
pretty wooden shoes with a red top. The top was made of
paper so I had to take these shoes off when it rained. In
winter we wore old boots inherited from acquaintances and
old, worn-out coats.
Once I remember going to a restaurant and
buying a beautiful-looking cake. Then I discovered it was
made of black bread and what I thought was cream was really
whipped egg-whites! Stews were usually made of vegetables
only – no meat. Taxis, and cars (that had to have
special permits), used charcoal instead of gasoline. The
charcoal was carried in a container attached to the back
of the car.
The Germans took over my school –
Ris High School –as a prison for Russian POW’s.
We had to walk about 45 minutes to another school. Since
two schools used the same building we had to take turns
going early or late. There were no busses or cars but I
had a boyfriend with a bicycle. At first things were fairly
normal but the Nazis tried to force our teachers to teach
things they didn’t want to teach. Many teachers were
sent to concentration camps in Northern Norway. We objected
by striking – not going to school. We were taught
secretly in private homes – very exciting for us –
but hardly good for our education.
Several of my schoolmates worked for the
Resistance and some had close encounters with the Gestapo.
Some were arrested and sent to concentration camps while
others escaped by the skin of their teeth. Later I met some
of those in Stockholm when I was a refugee there myself.
Everybody had to have an identification
card issued by the Germans. It was forbidden to enter the
areas along the Swedish border and the coastline. These
restrictions were intended to stop the mass exodus of people
over land to neutral Sweden or by boat to England where
they could join and be trained by the Norwegian Armed Forces.
They were trained to return to Norway with the Allies when
the anticipated Allied invasion came. That was the day we
all lived for.
As I mentioned, my father was in the USA
when the Germans invaded. He had travelled with Bernt Balchen,
the well known Polar flyer who flew Admiral Byrd in his
historic South Pole flight. They were in the USA to buy
fighter planes for Norway but it turned out that they were
too late. After the invasion he said that he could be of
no use to Norway in the USA so he decided to return home.
It was a long journey: by plane to Japan, a ship to Korea,
two weeks on a train through Siberia and Russia and then
the last leg by plane to Stockholm. This was possible because
in the summer of 1940 neither Russia nor the United States
had entered the war. In Stockholm the Germans interrogated
him at the German Consulate. “I’m a businessman
who just happened to be in the United States when Norway
was invaded” he explained. They let him enter Norway.
Little did they know that he carried material for the resistance
movement with him!
On his return to Oslo father worked for
the Resistance. I don’t know all he did but his office
was a hive of illegal activities. My favourite story is
of him going up to Trondheim by train to deliver a briefcase
containing money and illegal documents to the Resistance
fighters there. At the station in Trondheim he saw that
there were two exits, one for Norwegians and one for Germans
– both civilian and military. The German soldier at
the ‘Norwegian’ exit was checking papers and
making everyone open their briefcases. He therefore walked
towards the ‘German’ exit. The German guard
started to object but father just looked at him as if to
say: “Who are you, don’t you know who I am?”
He was let through.
I must add that father had dark hair and brown eyes, not
typically Norwegian perhaps, and he could have a most piercing
look in his eyes when he wanted to!
Regardless, it took a lot of courage and if he had been
caught he would have been tortured and imprisoned.
In April of 143 my mother died from cancer.
Four months later my father had to escape to Sweden. In
addition to his resistance work he was a reserve officer
and the Germans were about to arrest all reserve officers.
The evening before the arrests were to be made, the reserve
officers were warned by under-cover resistance workers working
for the Quisling government. Father moved to a friend’s
house. The Resistance workers emptied the house of furniture
and valuables on wheelbarrows and carts. Most of it went
to a neighbouring friend whose house had burned a few weeks
earlier. They had to work all night to empty the house but
the Germans got none of our things. After the war we got
everything back from our friend.
We children; brother Johan Fredrik who was
16, sister Elisabeth, 13 and myself were on summer vacation
at our cabin in the mountains when the Germans came –
they even placed machine guns in the yard – but nobody
was home! We got a secret message telling us what had happened
and were told to take the train to a station just before
Oslo. When we got there we almost missed the person we were
to meet because the train was late and had stopped, not
at the platform itself but quite a distance from the station.
After a confusing half-hour we found our contacts, Josie
and her husband Rolf.
Josie and Rolf were good friends of our
parents. The lived in the country near the small town of
Risør where we stayed for almost two months. Then
word arrived from Father that we should join him in Sweden.
I had finished high school that spring but Johan Fredrik
and Elisabeth had to continue in the autumn. We could not
return to our home because the Germans had confiscated it
and they were anxious to get hold of us so they could use
us as hostages. They could then have forced Father to return
to Norway and since he knew a great deal about the Resistance
Movement this would have been dangerous, for him and for
many others.
We took a train to Oslo and stayed at a
friend’s house for a couple of days. A man from the
Resistance gave us false identity papers and special passes
for the zone bordering Sweden. Pretending to be school children
going home we took a train to a small station outside Halden
which is a town near the Swedish border. We had to give
someone a password and were then taken by taxi to our next
destination. A young man, cycling fast some distance in
front of us was there to warn us if anything – like
Germans – appeared on the road. We stopped at the
house of a kind lady in the middle of a wooded area, given
some sandwiches and told to wait. When it was dark, two
young men arrived and guided us to Iddefjorden – a
narrow fjord that separates Norway from Sweden. They were
to row us across but the rowboat had been stolen –
probably by someone sneaking across to Sweden for groceries.
Sweden, being neutral, had much more food than Norway. They
found another boat but it was chained to a boathouse and
had to be sawn off. But first we had to wait until a German
patrol boat, that came hourly, had passed by. I remember
that the young men complimented us because were so calm.
They said that the people they had escorted into Sweden
the night before would have been hysterical, since they
were so nervous to start with. Today I would have been hysterical
too, but then I was too young and didn’t have the
sense to be afraid.
Finally we crossed the Iddefjord to Sweden.
Sweden was marvellous. Everything was lit up – no
blackouts here! I looked across the water where everything
was dark. It was very sad. Now I was a refugee in a foreign
country.
The Swedish customs inspector, the first Swede we met, said
to the Norwegians who had escorted us out; “Only three
today?” Usually the groups of escaping Norwegians
were larger.
From the border we were sent to a camp outside
Stockholm where we were questioned, given a physical check-up
and food and clothing. We were very impressed by what you
could buy in Sweden. We saw items that we had not seen since
before the war; oranges, coffee, butter and, most important
to my 19 year old mind, nice dresses and shoes. We were
overwhelmed.
Father came from Stockholm and as we were
considered ‘children’ we only had to stay one
day. Others sometimes had to stay much longer. The Norwegians
running the camp, refugees themselves, had to interrogate
everyone who came to the camp. They were seeking out traitors,
“Quislings” as we called them, who could give
the Germans in Sweden information about the escape routes
from Norway.
It was October 1943 when we left the camp
and went with Father to Stockholm. The war was still going
in Germany’s favour and many Swedes were pro-German.
They laughed at Norwegian refugees and called them “Nordbagger”,
a word with no English translation, but it was a very derogatory
expression to us. There were about 100,000 Norwegian refugees
in Sweden at that time and many more from Denmark and the
rest of Europe. The young Norwegians who had escaped to
Sweden were anxious to fight the Germans they looked forward
to the day when the allied invasion of Norway would come.
They lived in camps where they received military training
– first with make-believe weapons and then with the
real thing.
My brother was too young for these camps
so first he went to a boarding school and then to the Norwegian
High School in Uppsala. This school was set up to help children
of Norwegian refugees and it had Norwegian teachers and
curriculum. Elisabeth stayed with a Swedish family and went
to a Swedish school but unfortunately se was teased because
of her Norwegian accent and had a difficult time adjusting.
She also missed our mother very much, she was separated
from the rest of the family, living in a strange home in
a strange country. It was a lot for a 13 year old.
I too lived with a Swedish
family for a few months but then a Norwegian friend
and I rented an apartment together. The husband of my
friend was in one of the military training camps but
he came to visit us often. I found a job in a library
because I had thought about training as a librarian.
In the spring of 1944 I became a receptionist at the
American Legation (later Embassy) in Stockholm.
There I met my future husband, Larry, who was Swedish-American.
His parents had returned to Sweden before the war to
care for an ailing parent and had been unable to leave
when war broke out. As an American citizen, Larry was
working at the Legation when I met him. We dated, wrote
to each other after I returned to Norway and married
in 1947.
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In Stockholm
we met many people of different nationalities. We
also met American flyers. They had been dropping bombs
over Germany and their planes had been hit. In a crippled
condition they often barely made it to Sweden where
they were interned. However, they were quickly allowed
to return to the U.S.A.
I didn’t see much of my Father while I was in
Stockholm He and Bernt Balchen shuttled back and forth
to London. When the war ended he returned to Norway
before I did. The war in Europe was over and the German
army pulled out of Norway without a fight. It was
a time of great joy for everybody.
I would like to finish this story by saying that I
am very grateful and proud of the men and women who
fought so bravely and endured so much in both Norway
and all over the world during the war. Without them
we could not be here enjoying our many freedoms and
the prosperity that victory and peace have brought.
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Anne
in Stockholm 1944 |
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